January 2011
Day One; Explain Your Tumblr Name.
My name; Cauchemar Magnifique is French. In English it translates to Gorgeous Nightmare. This is the title of an Escape the Fate song, in these two words it pretty much describes everything. An oxymoron that makes you think, how something can be so wonderful and perfect yet at the same time an opposing factor can make you want to curl up in a ball and cry. This pretty much describes my life at the...
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So it seems every other person I know returns to, whether they admit it or not their school which they enjoy at the END of this week. Where I get to return to school today that I actually don’t like.
I knew being a new student was hard, but you know what it’s nothing like the movies. Where’s my nerdy tour guide that they seem to want to try and ditch but in fact their glad to have some company....
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It’s funny how people used to think I could have more. Do better. I always thought it was odd. Still do. I always knew they were wrong though, they just didn’t understand. You thought the same too, which was undoubtedly silly. You think that you’re lucky. When in fact, I am. For some reason you’re oblivious to the proof which I see everyday, where’s mine?...
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“I like having low self esteem. It makes me special. — Daria”
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So Sunday is supposed to be 40 degreees. I seem to have allergy to hot weather, it does not agree with me. I’m not going to be very happy and plus I have to work. I want the cold weather back. Australia why don’t you snow :3
I’d sit outside your bedroom door if only to hear you breathe. With everyday, I love you more. You give me reason to believe, that there is still some good left in this angry world. Because of you, I’m not so alone. Look at where we are today. Look at how you made me feel when I used to be so numb. You helped me heal when I felt left undone. You are to me candy coated water drops; so...
So here’s the story. I attempted to not use tumblr, I thought I’d avoid this phase, so I started a different blog. Turns out it’s not that interesting when no one else has it, no one to follow, nothing to comment. So I gave in. Please don’t disappoint me tumblr.
